So, I work for a contract company. In that company I have my recruiter, Allison. She is the person who I call or email when I need to bitch, am happy about something, need help with something, have any questions, etc. I first got in contact with Allison in the fall of 2004. We started talking and and actually created a friendship, even though I didn't work for her company my first year in California. We still stayed in touch, and this year I worked for her company. I have a loyalty to Allison, not so much to the company, but me & Allison had an instant connection; although I think she's just a people person so I'm sure she has that connection with everyone she meets. Anyway, she called me yesterday and told me that she is quitting to stay home with her kids...good for her right? I tried to pretend to be happy for her but it makes me sad. I kinda feel abandoned and like, how am I supposed to feel about a new recruiter? It's an odd lonely feeling. In the world of travel therapy, you need someone you can count on and someone you are confident has your best interests at heart, and someone you feel has your back, and really, someone who knows what it's like. Not everyone knows about this business. I've had my share of complaints and everything between me & Allison, sometimes I thought we were too much of friends instead of a professional relationship, and so that made it hard. But now I'm seeing that it was a good thing to have.
My new recruiter called me tonight. She seems nice. But she's not Allison :( And we won't have that same connection. And it's hard to just immediately trust that someone is going to do everything they can for you. I had grown to know that Allison could understand where I was coming from, whether I was being irrational or not, I think she listened, and tried to understand where I was coming from. And whether she could change the situation for me or not, that is ultimately what mattered. She at least listened and would chime in with me while I was bitching. Ya know? I think it's kinda rare to find someone who will just chat with you. Maybe not. It was just natural for us. And now I'm scared! Allison knew how I was obsessive about things and might possibly email and call several times a day when I was excited about a job or a move or some minor detail...can I do that with a new person? I dunno. Anyway, I'm just a little depressed, I'm not going to lie.
